March 2011
When my anxiety kicks in suddenly in certain situations, my tummy starts to hurt, so I furrow my brow, and I get a headache, and I become faintly nauseous, so I just completely ignore everything and go to bed with all the ties still loose.
10 Signs of a Typical Writing Day →
the-write-idea:
By Elspeth Antonelli
10. The mug of coffee by your side seems to have cooled incredibly fast. You know you couldn’t have spent that much time reading emails and checking in on Facebook.
9. That idea that kept you up last night (and you were so sure you’d remember that you didn’t take notes) has vanished without a trace.
8. At the same moment that your fingers touch the...
I want all of you, and if I can't have that, then...
February 2011
What am I going to do if I can’t find a ride to TWY and MOB?
:[
It’s not even that I’ll be out fifteen bucks, but I’ve already blogged several times about how badly I want/need to go to this show…
I wonder what my life would be like if...
I did not stop taking anti-depressants.
Oh, I forgot to say that my cats make me smile,...
Cats and music, yup, that’s my life.
Is it pathetic that the only thing that's making...
At least music and shows are things that my depression could never ruin. Music is what I believe in.
Putting this quote here due to relevance:
“You know when you go and see a really great band live for the first time, you know, and nobody’s saying it, but everybody’s thinking it, ‘we have something to believe in again.”
I just realized that since I've been so fucking...
But since today I feel like I could stand up for more than ten minutes without feeling light headed, I’ll go take one now.
Previous experience required.
afgavinstan:
HOW CAN I GET EXPERIENCE IF NO ONE WILL GIVE ME IT?
"You can drive at 16, go to war at 18, you can...
I really miss hanging out with guys.
Like, all the time. I miss being one of the boys.
swearingisforartstudents replied to your post:“If you don’t like the person you’ve become, then do something about it ‘cause no one’s gonna do it for you.”
Soupy said something very similar at the Glasgow show.
Makes sense, that’s definitely something I could see Soupy saying. He always says like, inspirational stuff. It’s funny that I was quoting...
"If you don't like the person you've become, then...
There's nothing wrong with pop punk
It’s not “pussy punk” or “loser rock.” It’s just a type of music. Lay off. I don’t make fun of the music you listen to.
I feel like I'm dying D:
I won’t stop complaining until I’m not sick anymore.
Sorry.
I wish I was high right now.
Happy 15th, Pokémon
rathethebest:
Wow, has it really been 15 years? It feels like not that long ago they were doing the 10th anniversary Pokemon mall tour…
Incidentally, I am still pissed that I won’t be able to attend the Black&White mall tour since the most Northeast they go is fucking New Jersey.
Even though I'm sick, I can't fall asleep.
Usually, when you’re sick, your body is more exhausted so you will sleep more.
I think part of the reason why I’m having trouble sleeping, though, is because I’m sick. I am so congested, I can barely breathe.
But, the biggest reason why I can not sleep is I keep thinking about him. You know?
I am really excited for Thursday. I really need this show. I need something to...
"Girls just want someone who will want them back."
"You never tell a girl you like her, it makes you...
My mom is so great
When my mom went to the store earlier to buy me medicine, she also got me a lunchable… Mumsy treats me like such a little kid when I’m sick, and I love it.
Being sick sucks and blows
Especially since my internet connections is all fucked up. I don’t know what is wrong with it, but it has been being really shitty for like, a week now. I’m actually connected to my neighbor’s router right now…
My PS3 and laptop won’t like, connect either. I want to watch movies on my PS3! Whenever I have a bum internet connection is when I wish I had netflix.
I...
bagofwarmfluid:
if i could have a 3some with any 2 people, itd be tom delonge and mark hoppus. even though they r like… old.
Gaiz, I am too sick right meow.
:’[
I hate being sick. Someone should nurse me back to health <3
To distract myself, I am going to start planning my birthday party. (and think of something awesome to do for Angie for her birthday ;3)
I should not have expected more.
I am extremely anxious. I am a coward, and such a fool.
I need to go to sleep and forget about the world and create my own.
ahhhhhh, gaiiiiiizzz
I have to wait another hour and a half.
I’m going to like, fall asleep.
I hate when I’m completely ready at the designated time, but then I find out that I have to wait longer.
I’m going to kill time by making a playlist, and maybe playing some Final Fantasy XIII. I hope I don’t pass out. If I start feeling like I’m gonna fall asleep, I’ll go into the living...
